A letter to my girls 💕

Dear darling girls,

I want you to know that I want you. I always have. I always will. No matter what. It may sound silly for you to hear that, but some mothers don't want their children. 

I have wanted you since before I knew you were being created in me. I may have been scared when I found out I was having a baby (or another baby), but you better believe there was excitement...like a dream come true.

Before I had you, I was determined to be the mom to you that my mom was not to me. I wanted to give you the things she didn't give to me. I still want to. Now that I have you, I realize I don't even have to try, really. You make my life so happy. I thank God for the both of you! You bring joy to my life that I never ever ever knew I could have. 

I don't deserve you.

I don't want you to ever have to feel unloved. I want you to only imagine it (if you ever want to). 

I want you to know that I will ALWAYS be right here for you. Whatever you need...

I love you with all my heart, Josie and Harper.

Love, 

Your Momma 💘